I'm scared 7/26/05

I'm sensing such hatreds way done in my soul
I am scared what will happen if to them I react.
But if I don't face them, will I ever be whole?

I'm scared what will happen if I admit they exist
Just thinking about them I am making a fist.

Somethings that have happened have made me really sad.
People didn't understand why I didn't get mad.

No matter what happened I just fealt a great loss
and once again to the side I'd been tossed.